must be funny to see me from a window at the moment ... are in front of a blank computer disk because my head is spinning in an indescribable way, with one foot destroyed by yesterday (worse than torture), a sadness on me I just want to cry and keep me company there are books and billions of copies of computer now that I have read and reread a hundred times and more (which will probably prove futile, is a sensation in the skin) ... I am writing today to cast because my life is miserable enough to allow me to write in case all that I have no moments of emptiness or reflection to select which verb is more just in that concept, or what should I use punctuation. Today I will not do any of that ... (so imagine what will come out) because I do not like ... today I do not feel anything, I desperately need advice that no one has time for me and I would support, that no one answers wants to tell me ... in fact, do not blame them, even if I had something positive to think about and think about what not to help a poor disabled person who is unable to make it always alone. Me too on my nerves ... they are all used to that "I am I can do it alone without absolutely no problem whatsoever" and instead surprise! I can not and I'd like to close now that there are ... blank entries that I always repeat the same concepts like a broken record with no soul nor body items ... ... point. Well if I wanted to listen to the voices turn on the TV or take a bus to hear the swearing drivers' frustration and old speak of the time ... but I did not need voices, I feel that when I speak a little bait out of you by what you say, I do not want to hear robots that repeat endlessly that I am and who knows what I can do it ... I I am human and as such I need help not only stupid compliments on my character to arrive dick I do not lead anywhere ... I'm really broken ... I have a headache and I'm tired of running left and right just to show who knows who knows what then ... I want a moment to speak, to express what I feel without having to feel guilty for occupying the entire conversation ... Yes, because I want to take the time and I could say thanks to someone without feeling guilty, I feel really understood by those who love and do not always indulged as if I was a little girl. Cagatemi call me and if I tell you that I'm wrong ... do something ... you're not standing there like fish to say I read all that crap about how the case I have to aim high making me feel even worse because you do not know what else to say ... do not really have any ... tell me if I'm wrong, I eat there rather you just wait, give me a sign and not just 10 minutes of your time with strings when I ask "are you okay?" and I know "and that was it ... do not go to hell if I listened to, at most you get bored ... because I will Always listen to, the advice I'd give them to you if you asked them to me at least occasionally. I'd do anything to help but it seems that I am not enough for you ... ah well ... I can not do much, you have touched me.
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