Ah... da quanto tempo non scrivo su questo piccolo e insignificante blog su cui sfogo all my fears and my problems ... (Poor you ...) but we have to say that if you do not have anything left to write better stand still to avoid long speeches without complicated punctuation ... like this short.
Today I write because I'm confused and contradicted ... suddenly I do not know what I want, in any area of \u200b\u200bmy life. Why is everything so difficult? I sometimes seem to live forever against the ...
fixed the gap in front of me, the gray asphalt becomes a source of reflection, like everything else around me, because I feel weird ... everything is paradoxical. I am deeply absorbed far from my thoughts constantly opposed to the will of my brain, everything contradicts me and follow the beat of my heart becomes impossible ... I continue walking, talking about things that do not really interest me, smiling at passers-by ... I can not breathe, my head is somewhere else ... is in a place where distances do not exist and where can I be happy when I want to ... is a place far from my everyday life. I dream of walking in the park without boring speeches and magical moments and unforgettable dream ... as a child ... I see myself walking finally happy. But I know it's all in my head and when the shadow of the trees will leave space in the sunlight will find out that none of this is possible ... why it is so far out of reach ...
is like exploring unknown territory ...
Pansy
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